My personal diary of lust

Jun 3 2012
"The real seeker of truth never seeks truth. On the contrary, he tries to clean himself of all that is untrue, inauthentic, insincere - and when his heart is ready, purified, the guest comes. You cannot find the guest, you cannot go after him. He comes to you; you just have to be prepared."
OSHO

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Jun 2 2012

I’ve just come back from an amazing morning of yoga - such a great way to start the weekend!  Nothing makes me feel more rejuvenated and at peace with myself than yoga.  It’s really helped with my healing and has really made me in touch with myself more.  The video clip above is basically what I did for a good hour so feel free to learn from it and do it yourself.  For all my hot lady followers, the workout apparently gives you long, lean legs…which is never a bad thing ;)  

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May 31 2012
"Cause the truth hurts, but those lies heal."
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May 31 2012

I’m seriously head over heals in love with this song.  

The Manager was serenading me this a couple of weeks ago when we went out.  Then a few days ago he put it on and reminded me of his serenading and put it on repeat because he knows that I absolutely love this song.  Had no effect on me though coming from him.

Listening to this song breaks my heart but at the same time makes me believe in love again.

My favourite line - “I‘ve loved and I’ve lost….”

I can’t wait for the day my Drake comes along….

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May 31 2012
"Playing with my tits as I write my assignment. Just thought you’d all like to know."
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May 31 2012

I’VE GOT MY LAPTOP BACK!!!!!!!! WOOOOOO!!!!!

Here’s hoping that the dude who fixed it was like some sex blog geek and spreads my blog around like crazy lol 

But I’m sorry my dearests I have an assignment to do that’s due TONIGHT so as much as I’d love to just sit here and write for your entertainment I must go :(

But I’ll be back soon enough! Love you all so much xx

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May 31 2012

OMG MOVE TO FRANCE YESSSSS

flamingh0es

Only if you come with me ;) 

May 30 2012

It’s that fucked up time of the year when assignments are due and exams are around the corner. I honestly just want to play with myself until I cum a few times - that’s what I’d rather do.

I’m also thinking that I SHOULD’VE just gone on that road trip cause guess who’s going? The dancer!!!!!! Dammit!!! Oh well, a little distance for the next week can’t hurt.

Ok my lovelies I have to go :( but welcome to all my amazing new followers! And regardless if you’ve been a loyal follower of mine for a while or a new one - always feel free to talk to me and I’ll respond upon my return (goodness, sounds like an out of office reply!) xx

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May 29 2012

The words I wish you knew.

I misunderstood the feeling of ‘nothingness’.

I guess I just love you and myself enough to let you go. I love you enough to be truly happy for you in whatever path you choose to take even if it’s without me.

Even though I lied to you and cheated I never meant to hurt you. That was never my intention. I didn’t do it out of spite or revenge, despite what you may think. I just didn’t know how to deal with the fact you fucked her knowing that I knew her. It’s hurt me so much that I can’t even cry about it anymore. I wish you knew even for a second how I feel, how much I’ve tried to forgive you, because God knows I’ve tried. I just can’t get over the fact that when I was truly giving my all to try and fix our relationship you could be so heartless and do that to me behind my back. Nothing has hurt more, not even the loss of my child. I’m sorry I couldn’t forgive you, I’m sorry I gave up on us because love perseveres, it’s people who change. I’m sorry for all the times I hurt you but I know you know deep down I’ve never loved anyone like I loved you. You meant the world to me. I’ve never wanted anything more than for us to work out, for us to love one another for who we are, to be happy like we used to be. That was all I truly wanted. And it hurts so much to know that the love between us wasn’t enough. It hurts so fucking much.

I’m sorry I blocked you on Facebook. I wasn’t being a bitch, I just did what I thought would be best for both of us, so both of us can finally move on, heal, and live the happy lives we both truly deserve. I’ve always wanted you to be happy, even if it’s not with me.

I hope one day we can forgive each other. For no other reason than we owe it to the little kids inside of us who became best friends over the past few years.

My wish for everyone who has someone in their life they love please don’t hurt them the way we hurt each other. Cherish each other, love each other, respect each other, understand each other, care for each other and forgive each other. Please don’t take what you have forgranted - each and every day treat each other like you’ve just met, hold on to that love. Because once it’s gone, it’s gone forever.

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